Yep, I cheated. Sure did. And I don't feel guilty. I'm back on track and that is what matters.
One night last week I was exhausted and grumpy and found myself digging into a small bowl of lasagna. I let my discipline falter, felt like crap right after and then hit up an hour and a half of Zumba after I was done. I'm not kidding when I say this, it wasn't worth it. Not that it wasn't good, but it was just lasagna. Nothing major about that at all. And no, I didn't cheat and then go eat my normal meal. So, it happened and I've moved on.
Daniel and I also went down to the beach this past weekend, just an overnight trip courtesy of his Grandparents. We were staying in a condo with a full kitchen and I had brought stuff to cook our usual meals with. Together, Daniel and I decided to go out to eat instead. We were on vacation, probably one of the only times we will really be able to get away (other than a camping trip or two) this year. Together, we decided that having one cheat meal on vacation wasn't that bad. That indulging on vacation is not a horrible thing. We agreed that it would only be a vacation thing or an extremely special occasion thing (I will be eating a piece of our wedding cake on our 1 year anniversary), not a once a month thing or a holiday, birthday, random celebration thing. I'll of course have to talk to Dr. Bauer about this on Thursday, but that's that. I didn't even eat my entire meal as I was stuffed after eating a portion that a 10 year old could chow down. I got my real craving out of the way and I've moved on.
All you naysayers STOP RIGHT THERE!
If you're not a naysayer, skip this part and read the next bit...
I'll agree, "normal" meals shouldn't be allowed until you've reached your goal and have been there for a bit. I agree completely. 30 pounds lost in a month and I had lasagna and Mexican in one week- what was she thinking?? Well get over yourself! You're not me and I'm not doing this for you. I don't want your advice or your pity. I don't want to hear it. I don't care if you're not going to leave a comment and just think it all in your head. Please save your non-professional advice for some fool who thinks Hydroxicut is going to help them lose 100 pounds all by itself. Two cheats in a month is much better than someone eating a Snicker's bar a day while saying that they are "trying" to lose weight. I've said my peace, so take that and shove it in your pocket.
For those of you who are interested in what my cheat was...
1/2 of a chicken burrito, about a 1/8th cup of black beans, whole wheat chips with salsa, about 2 tablespoons of Spanish rice and 2 ice cold margaritas on the rocks. It was DELICIOUS!
Funny thing... I'm a lightweight now, a serious lightweight. I'm pretty sure Daniel hasn't laughed that hard at me in a loooong time. Singing, dancing, couldn't pour the pitcher of Margarita to save my life... there was more ice on that table than anything else. Wish you could have been there to see it! Went to bed that night with a headache and a stomach ache. Guess that my body doesn't handle cheating very well... probably a good thing.
So it happened, and I'll move on like any other day. 1.5 hours of Zumba tonight, anyone wanna join??