Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Struggles and Satisfaction

I know I was all go-go-go woohoo! And I'm only a week and a half in (two on Friday), but this is HARD! I knew it was going to be hard, but I didn't realize how much I would miss actually EATING lunch, I'm having steamed veggies with my lunch drink, but it's not the same. I KNOW it's only short term and that I will be better for it in the long run, but I really miss it. Sad, pitiful and ridiculous. I know. Tonight I'm going to hit up some Zumba and get over my pity party. I can't wait for Thursday to get my new plan, I'm hoping some other color is added to my diet other than white and green. Gimme some zing in there! I'm kinda glad I work in my own office, lots of people eat at their desks in the cubes and that would just be tempting and aggravating. All the smells of delicious food! It's just food.... it's just food.... it's just food. That's my mantra as of late.

But, I am now down 15 (well 16) pounds! I'm at 10% of my goal! It's pretty awesome and I love that when Daniel and I snuggle up at night he tells me I feel smaller. My clothes are fitting slightly different and my pants are a little less huggy. I'm excited to start fitting back into all of those clothes in my closet that I refused to get rid of. I'm excited to go on long bike rides with Daniel and not feel totally uncomfortable on that teeny tiny seat. And to rock some skirts! Pants get old after a bit.

Alot of people have told me that I should set smaller goals for along the way, I don't think I'm going to do that until I start hitting a plateau. Working with a doctor is a little different than going at it on your own, because I have no idea what's next. I had no idea weight would come off this quick! I understand that some of it is water, etc... but, it is weight!

I just have to get through these next two days before I get a new meal plan... I can do it. I know I can.

1 comment:

  1. You can do it! And, wow! You are really really impressing me. I need to do whatever diet plan you are doing. Except that nasty drink of yours....

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